..It’s really kinda not. On top of my menstrual problems, I fractured my right foot. This really is not being a good week for me. The fractured foot is preventing me from working out too so I can’t do yoga to calm myself down a little. Also now the cramps are starting to come back. If everything turns out okay, I think I’ll get on birth control pills since I don’t feel 100% comfortable with a condom and pulling out alone. The only impossible part of that is my mother is highly conservative and does not think birth control is safe and will take away my ability to give her grandkids later on in the future.
I had sex about 2 weeks ago, and it was a few days before I supposedly ovulated. We used a condom with a reservoir tip and he pulled out. Now I suffer from PMDD and the symptoms are always like a tip-off that my period is coming, and i’ve had the symptoms (acne, breasts sore, slight cramping, major moodiness which resulted in me crying like a newborn at the christian children’s fund commercial on tv o_O), we also had sex again on Friday and my period was supposed to come yesterday but it didn’t. My last period was 29 days and the one before that 26 days. Yesterday was the 28th day in the cycle. I’m also a smoker which lowers my fertility so now i’m just sitting here wondering what the hell is wrong with me???
Now this is sort of my facial-beauty-inspiration if you will. I’m not an advocate for plastic surgery (if you look through my older posts you would see proof that while miss fox is stunning, she is artificially stunning due to plastic surgery) but I do like the way megan looks. I’m not aiming to look exactly like her, since that would be impossible and i am my own individual but I do want:
All photos except for the last one are from megan-fox.net
booty workout inspiration? fuck yeah
I always wanted to take ballet when i was little. My mother refused since she said ballet is made for small petite girls, not skinny,tall ones. Eh, still not too late i guess.
I just did about 60 squats in stilettos while lifting dumbbells (including several other workouts)…I think i deserve it :D
I was sitting, drinking my nutrament (meal replacement drink) and my father decides to try and force me to eat a muffin. Now personally I can’t eat something solid in the morning first, my body has gotten too used to having a nutrament first and then solid food, if i mess up that system then i just seem to have to go to the bathroom asap (tmi?sorry). When I refuse and say I won’t eat that right now, he tell’s me that I’m ‘dry like a twig’ (meaning i look like a twig).
That really bothered me because I’ve been trying so hard to gain weight and I understand it’s difficult because I am so freaking tall but still…I don’t need him to say that to me, It just undermines my progress and makes me think ‘did i even really gain any weight??’ even though the scale says so.
Usually I can’t stand Jennifer Aniston (sorry, Team Jolie here) but I must give her kudos for being so fit and healthy, it is rather inspiring.