Skinny with a touch of love handles

..It’s really kinda not. On top of my menstrual problems, I fractured my right foot. This really is not being a good week for me. The fractured foot is preventing me from working out too so I can’t do yoga to calm myself down a little. Also now the cramps are starting to come back. If everything turns out okay, I think I’ll get on birth control pills since I don’t feel 100% comfortable with a condom and pulling out alone. The only impossible part of that is my mother is highly conservative and does not think birth control is safe and will take away my ability to give her grandkids later on in the future.

I had sex about 2 weeks ago, and it was a few days before I supposedly ovulated. We used a condom with a reservoir tip and he pulled out. Now I suffer from PMDD and the symptoms are always like a tip-off that my period is coming, and i’ve had the symptoms (acne, breasts sore, slight cramping, major moodiness which resulted in me crying like a newborn at the christian children’s fund commercial on tv o_O), we also had sex again on Friday and my period was supposed to come yesterday but it didn’t. My last period was 29 days and the one before that 26 days. Yesterday was the 28th day in the cycle. I’m also a smoker which lowers my fertility so now i’m just sitting here wondering what the hell is wrong with me???